tuesday

munozbryan76@hotmail.com — Tue, 27 May 2008 13:49:12 GMT

I want to let anyone who is trying to get clean as I am to see what I go through and maybe they will see that fighting to stay clean is not easy, but its the most rewarding. I know this but still I have fallen so many times it's sick. I'm ashamed and want to look back at this day and thank god for always loving me , and to thank you all for loving me until I love myself.

i got up this morning at 430. am. I made it to a meeting on sunday morning and it was great. I got my chip and shared at the river. I felt good and made a friend or two. I was blessed with 20 dollars and had some pizza too. Memorial day I went to a meeting for aa. It was too smoky and I was cranky. I didnt really have a good time at all. I ate some food at the cookout but I was just angry for some reason. I came home slept. I am hurting for money and food becuase of my relapse. I had to ask a friend for some diapers for my son. I woke up, got online, Read my bible. GOt my daughter to school. tried to find a little work to no avail. I need gas for work tonight and I want to go to a meeting too. I prayed to god to show me his will and I know he will. The lord is my shepard I shall not want.

A good day to get clean

tuesday