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Carol

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Grand Master MINION
Posts: 1056

08/14/2008 5:30 PM	Alert
Choel -- this is for you and anyone else who feels like throwing a tantrum: I WANT IT MY WAY, AND I WANT IT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Be the change you wish to see in the world ...Gandhi

Bri_1

Junior REALMite
Posts: 0

08/16/2008 3:38 AM	Alert
Time to be an adult as much as I may not want to be; cause more often than not the answer in life is no...... the truth will always piss you off way before it sets you free remember....the primary purpose is to accept booze and I do not mix..... the rest is optonal If I'm sober and happy at the same time its always always easier to not drink and drug acceptance is the answer!!!!

choel

Junior REALMite
Posts: 5

08/16/2008 9:08 PM	Alert
Finally..a place where I am allowed to frekin lose it LOL Normally am a calm person...but there are days...... Thanks Carol, You are AWESOME

Bri_1

Junior REALMite
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08/17/2008 5:49 AM	Alert
AA - thru identification - will show you what we do to go one day without having that first drink. It’s the program that will offer the tools to be sober and accept life on life’s terms. Granted we’re all human. And its normal to have a pissy fit. But the people that have their insides matching their outsides, discovered the importance of listening; the importance of remaining teachable. Open-mindedness enough to grow, and the willingness to do the work. It’s not always easy . This isn’t a program that you get thru osmosis. If you want to walk the talk, you have to , practice, practice, practice, until it becomes habitual. Theirs a big difference between memorizing the words and actually turning this into a way of life. Commonly referred to as a “design for living.” And the results are peace of mind, no longer feeling less than, and finding comfort in my own skin. To finally get myself back and the freedom to be the person I can be. To not always be right. And most importantly knowing that “I don’t have to allow Fear to have any power over me today“…. When you get hit by a train , it isn’t the caboose that kills you. It’s the first one that calls for another , then another , then another , and by then ….. Well if you’re here…. you know what I mean

choel

Junior REALMite
Posts: 5

08/22/2008 2:17 PM	Alert
Im not perfect..no where close, but I strive..I try to do the right thing, most times I succeed. Today I did that, I walked away before I choked the living heck outta someone.. Its hard sometimes to not just scream at the top of my lungs "ENOUGH ALREADY..I GET IT". My HP obviously thinks I still need to work on my patience...just wonder if I will get one day off..a chance to just freaking breath.

choel

Junior REALMite
Posts: 5

11/22/2008 6:23 PM	Alert
Life has been great..well pretty much. But as usual I have the need to just scream at the top of my lungs and get that overwhelming urge to just freak out.....well out of my system. So here goes............ ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! I feel so much better now.......

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