I hurried into the local department store to grab some last minute Christmas gifts. I looked at all the people and grumbled to myself. I would be in here forever and I just had so much to do. Christmas was beginning to become such a drag. I kinda wished that I could just sleep through Christmas, but I hurried the best I could through all the people to the toy department. Once again I kind of mumbled to myself at the prices of all these toys. I wondered if the grandkids would even play with what I bought them.

I found myself in the doll aisle. Out of the corner of my eye I saw a little boy about 5 holding a lovely doll. He kept touching her hair and he held her so gently. I could not seem to help myself. I just kept looking over at the little boy and wondered who the doll was for. I watched him turn to a woman who he referred to as his aunt.

The little boy said, "Are you sure I don't have enough money?"

She replied a bit impatiently, "You know that you don't have enough money to buy that doll."

The aunt told the little boy not to go anywhere as she had to go get some other things. The aunt left the aisle noting that she would be back in a few minutes. The boy continued to hold the doll. After a bit I asked the boy who the doll was for.

He said, "It is the doll my sister wanted so badly for Christmas. She just knew that Santa would bring it."

I told him that maybe Santa was going to bring it.

He said "No, Santa can't go where my sister is. I have to give the doll to my Mamma to take to her."

I asked him where his sister was.

He looked at me with the saddest eyes and said "She was gone to be with Jesus. My Daddy says that Mama is going to have to go be with her."

My heart nearly stopped beating.

Then the boy looked at me again and said, "I told my Daddy to tell Mama not to go yet. I told him to tell her to wait till I got back from the store."

Then he asked me if I wanted to see his picture. I told him I would love to. He pulled out some pictures he'd had taken at the front of the store.

He said "I want my Mamma to take this with her so she don't ever forget me. I love my Mama very much and I wish she did not have to leave me. But Daddy says she will need to be with my sister."

I saw that the little boy had lowered his head and had grown so very quiet. While he was not looking I reached into my purse and pulled out a handful of bills.

I asked the little boy, "Shall we count that money one more time?"

He grew excited and said "Yes, I just know it has to be enough".

So I slipped my money in with his and we began to count it. Of course it was plenty for the doll.

He softly said, "Thank you Jesus for giving me enough money."

Then the boy said "I just asked Jesus to give me enough money to buy this doll so Mama can take it with her to give to my sister, and He heard my prayer. I wanted to ask Him for enough to buy my Mama a white rose, but I didn't. Even though I didn't ask, He gave me enough to buy the doll and a rose for my Mama. She loves white roses so very, very much."

In a few minutes the aunt came back, and I wheeled my cart away. However, I could not keep from thinking about the little boy as I finished my shopping in a totally different spirit than when I had started.

As I thought about him, I remembered a story I had seen in the newspaper several days earlier. A drunk driver had hit a car, killing a little girl. The mother, who was seriously injured, was on life support. The family was being asked to decide whether or not to remove the life support. Two days later I read in the paper where the family had disconnected the life support and the young woman had died.

I could not forget the little boy and just kept wondering if the two were somehow connected. Still thinking of him, I went out and bought some white roses. I took them to the mortuary that was conducting the funeral for the young woman. As I entered the viewing room, I saw a young woman in the casket. She was holding a white rose, the beautiful doll, and the picture of the little boy in the store.

I left there in tears, my life changed forever.

The love that little boy had for his little sister and his mother was overwhelming. And in a split second a drunk driver had ripped the life of that little boy to pieces.