It never seems far from my thoughts.........SM/SI.  When I'm going through a rough time, and lately that seems to be all the time, my mind turns towards self-harm. 

It baffles me.  I'm in constant pain, but yet I want to cause myself more pain!?!?  Go figure.

I haven't SM/SI in a long time, and hope, one day at a time, to never do it again.

Not really sure why I'm writing this, I guess just trying to 'talk' it out of my system.

Ma'iinganikwe