I'm sorry dear! I saw your post and I want you to know that I believe in you and I am here for you if just in spirit or through the computer screen. I don't have a home computer either, which makes it tough...plus there are no meetings near me. I'm sorry that you are struggling with your current boyfriend. It sounds like his intentions are good but his methods are flawed. Your recovery has to start with you, just as it has been with me. I know how hard it is to stop the feelings and to find hope, but I believe in you and just know that you are far too beautiful inside and out to keep injuring forever. I will keep you in my thoughts and just remember that you are worth it!
Allison |