Hi, I have decided to join the forums today because I feel as though I might actually need them. I had been sober from opiates since Dec.10, 2008, but relapsed in May. I have gotten high a few times since then, and now I have had to confess to family. I don't think I would have confessed had I not been caught. I am relatively young, 21, and still live at home. I have a hard time admitting to myself/others that I am an addict. Although I truly know I am. Back in December I started going to meetings, but didn't think the program was for me. I don't think I really gave it a real chance though. Now, I am looking for support from this forum, and I hope to meet some nice and understanding people.