Today I went to my first face to face AA meeting. I was very scared and unassured.
But I have to say, I am going back tomorrow night. I'm not sure if it is going to help me, I listened to other people's stories and found comfort knowing that I am NOT alone.
After the meeting was over, everyone came over and welcomed me personally. I felt so overwhelmed by their kindness I started to cry. I came home with a newcomers packet with about 20 phone numbers. They told me I could call any one of them 24/7 if i needed to talk and wanted a sponsor.
I am still nervous about tomorrow, but I do relieved in a way. |