Can't seem to grasp anything not even the one thing that keeps me going my schooling it seems to be slipping away  I sit here longing to connect with someone something but yet the connection seems lost I hurt and cry more and more these days.  I feel like a lost soul alone and unwanted where ever i go no one to reach out to feel so far from my friends here and around the tables if i had one thing left what would i want it to be i cant give up no matter how much i might or think i want to i cant hurt anyone else but what does it matter that I hurt every day and it keeps getting harder to face the day.