Right now the only thing keeping me from getting a bottle is the fact i cant even walk to the kitchen to get coffee without being short of breathe.  Can't get to a ftf because of myu breathing really want to use and scard of the thoughts and feelings  I am having.  Don't know how much longer I can cope like this.  Wishing that this would get better instead of worse I can be sitting perfectly still and then bam out of breath I used to drink and drug over less things than this.  I knpow it isnt an option but really craving since the shat withj another chatter got the cravings going and really frustrated and have roid rage which isnt helping.  Please HELP ME GOD!!!!!!!!!!