I AM YOUR DISEASE
I hate a Higher Power.
I hate anyone who has a Program.
To all who come in contact with ,
I wish you suffering...I wish you death.
Allow me to introduce myself.........
I am the disease of addiction......
Alcoholism...drugs.....eating disorders....ect
I am cunning...baffling....powerful....Thats me!!!!
I have killed millions, and I am pleased..........
I love to catch you with the element of surprise.......
I love pretending I am your friend asnd lover.....
I have given you comfort, have I not?
Wasn't I there when you were lonely?
When you wanted to die, didn't you call me?
Wasn't I always there...........
I love it when I make you so numb......
you can neither hurt nor cry.......
you can't feel anything at all.
This is true glory........
I give you instant gratification.....
I've always been there for you.....When things were going right in your life......
you invited me in....You said you didn't deserve these things.....
I was the only one who would agree with you....
Together we were able to destroy all things good in your life
all I asked of you was long term suffering....People don't take me seriously,
they take strokes seriously, heart attacks seriously...........
fools that they are...they don't know.....that without my help.....
these things would not be made possible....I am such a hated disease.......
and yet I do not come uninvited....You choose to have me.........
So many have chosen me over...reality,peace and serenity....
More than you hate me...I hate all of you who have a 12 step program.....
Your program...your meetings....your Higher Power all weaken me and don't allow
me to function in the manner I am accustomed to.......now I mustlie hear quietly....
you don't see me...but I am growing bigger than ever.....When you allow me to
control you......I LIVE.....when you live....I CAN'T........
But I am here and until we meet again......if we meet again......
I WISH YOU CONTINUED DEATH AND SUFFERING. |