You know - I can't help it. I am starting to get upset when I have to ask a stupid question and I feel I am treated like I have asked a stupid question.
....Thing is I really don't feel like laughing. I didn't used to have to ask stupid questions. It used to be very simple for me to calculate the difference in time zones, or to make change for a dollar. I have always been exceptionally bright and never been intelectually challenged. I could always find things when I set them down and I could remember what I was doing 5 mins ago. I could remember why I took that book down off the shelf and what I was going to get from it..or the box I opened or the drawer I opened.. I very seldom put my coke in the freezer and was woken when it exploded.
You could give me a list of things verbally and I could recite them all back to you - probably backwards.. lucky if I remember one this week..
Something terrible has gone wrong with my brain right now and I am terrified. I will not get the results of the tests that they gave me in the hospital until Wed. I have no idea whether or not this will be permanent - If I will work again or what my life holds for me...so NO I am not laughing anymore when I ask a stupid question and get treated that way..But - I guess you aren't psychic out there..I haven't told everyone..so I guess I will now..Please have some patience with me...It gets even worse for me if I am frustrated or feeling embarassed or stressed. Thanks. And if you Pray..please pray that I get back what I had..that this is temporary - or that I am able to accept this new condition and adapt. Up to now I have been blessed and am grateful for that.