there are too many times when i think " i can't." forgetting god's promises, " yes you can."

there are so many times when i reason out, " i won't" because i am too stuborn to answer back, " i will"

and never count the times when i think to myself " i should have but.."

fact is i didn't that's all.

totaling up all the excuses that show how a unyelding and unteachable things this amounts to, where would i ever find the hope of sobriety, if i couldn't find god's forgiveness which echoes daily,

  " you can, and you will, if you let me show you the way, but listen to the love of the ones who surround you. then learn from them the paths i've blessed them to walk today.

after i wrestle with god, this way, the only response is " yes lord i can"

not perfect in hearing ( sometimes deaf) very sort vison to see, but in the end , god brings his goodness in the form othe those who hold a flegling up and teach them to solo above.