we all understan the meaning of july 4.

                                           for myself though it will be

                                   dec. 21 2009                five 

                                       due to a seizure condition i can't was the display of lights showing symbolicaly our traditional exhibit of pride.

                                                fireworks

   a ball of white light explodes overhead, followed quickly by a resounding boom,

                 the startling anouncement of the glorius display about to begin. quickly as it's announcement flickering sparles of this shine, colours of hews in reds greens blues and yellow.

                 with a carefully written out dance they merge .

 bring in yellow turned to blues the continuing through purple. boom lite lavender with wisps of reds and pinks on either side .boom sparkling shimmering display of shades of undescribalbe beauty.the finali the echoes and dances and shout of live. combined with all shades of colors to behold and awed.

      for me i'f changed that date. the white light and boom was the day i understood and accepted a higher power. this higher power who has more thrength than ever can be imangined, holds me in his hands as i speak. through every trial, joy or loss, if it wasn't for these loving hands,

                         there wouldn't be the great finalie of live when meantioned in the fireworks display.

                               live, sober,and living it well.