when you really feel like nothing,

who can you turn to if in a room of strangers?

look at it this way.

the best way to find out is to ask.

Did you ever think there might be someone, who does

know you evough to want to help ?

Sometimes learning how to live on life's terms,

mean that you do understand, even it you think no one can  help, ask.

you'll be surprized the response you will get.

islation,becuse of fear of being misunderstood,

never amounts to anything good.

calulated risks might, being impulive never will.

here i can only speak for myself.

when ever i could not reach my sponor, and felt this bad,

but refused to ask another,

i was allways setting myself up.

most of the time ( not always )

i still fall in this trap.

having to claw my self out still being sober,

is surely a blessing from god.

for even if you pray,

thinking no one cares enough to hear you speak,

our lord always hears our crys of despiration, fear, and hurt.

he hears our gratitude also.

who listens?

( do i have to say anything more, if so fill in the blanks with

god)